celebrities and dreams

one thing that bothers me, has been annoying me, is seeing all these celebrities advertising charities or global causes. for some reason it really hit me today, it just struck me as frustrating. like maybe they should be quiet about it, but at the same time what else would you want to use your celebritism for?? i know there are a lot of them who work behind the scenes, with no credit, and that's cool. but i just get so tired of seeing these primped out movie stars among children who need medicine and food, not their pictures to be taken for some magazine they will never read. maybe i am frustrated because i have no money to give, or haven't myself been to these places of desperation. i know what it's like to live without money, but not without food or proper shelter and clothing, and or even medicine. i'll restate, what else would you really want to do with your fame?? be famous for getting drunk in front of flashing cameras, or helping the poverished in front of a journalist's camera? i do think Love comes with action. we are called to Love like we are Loved. that's what means anything. not typing behind a computer. haha, look at me!

for the past few nights i've been kept awake by dreams. i am a HUGE dreamer. i am constantly adding to my list of to dos before i turn 30, 40, and so on. teaching has slow-danced its way into my head over the past couple months. a beautiful and difficult dance because i was already dancing with another. but now it's in my heart. it's exciting because i have no idea how God is going to do it. i am not big in the bank department. night classes where?? going BACK to school?? school is always something i've been eager to get away from, and now i can't wait. and this is where this whole blog ties together. being the single gal that i am, a huge chunk of this dream is spending summers teaching in Africa, Asia, even Australia. or maybe. . .