mmm. . . annoyance?

i'm pretty sure i hate the word crafty. maybe prefer creative? maybe crafty doesn't mean creative. don't know.

life is sort of wacky right now. can't explain. feel like things are going to change. feel like i don't know anyone. feel like honesty can be a bitch for a lot of people. in a world that is filled with so much falsity, i just want someone to tell me what's on their mind without saying it to someone else, first or at all, or without avoiding me. makes me want to scream-i just did in my head. like when someone has met me several times and still can't remember my name, say so! don't avoid me to avoid the awkwardness of confession. you will win my respect with your honesty.

God is in honesty. Sometimes things just suck and you have to talk about things that suck and it can suck to talk about things that suck.