more signs of growing up?

Aspects of the internet are starting to bother me. The internet is starting to bug me. Mostly though I've come to realize how selfish of a thing it is-egocentric, idolizing, etc. Right now pictures are bothering me. Yes, pictures. but of people. caps aren't all coming out. oh well. recently i went to a site for a band(not the official site) and there were loads of pictures of them. and of coarse there were a lot of the lead singer. i looked, but then it started to feel awkward. stalkerish? worshipish? idolish? what are you supposed to do with these pics? look quickly? stare? maybe i care too much. i love the internet for this reason, i love to read what people are thinking of or/and want to get other people to think about. it challenges me to bother writing about something more meaningful.