so this is my official, other-than-journal, out there post.
times right now seem to be difficult in terms of dissatisfaction with my life. and i think it's most difficult, ego coming out or not, because the things in life that are difficult are a direct result of me and my doings. so yes, things suck right now because of me! oh how many times i've tried to pin all my baggage on other people. can't blame the parents for everything.
i have my list of dreams to try to accomplish, so why not a direct and honest list of faults that i want OUT of my life.
~i'm not looking very dusty right now as a proclaimed Jesus person. i would like to be filthy.
~i have gained ten pounds since coming home to iowa, this does NOT make one happy. not to sound ego-headed, but i've never had a belly-and now i do!
~i am a very selfish person, not keeping up with my family and friends. i need to talk to my dad and just about every other person i consider myself to LOVE
~been home for about ten months now, enough time to get back on my feet and ready to be living without the assistance of my parents. so, i need to move out again. very soon.
~i need to spend time with the Abba outside, being in the midst of His brush strokes and finger prints.
~i need to stop spending my down-time in front of the tele-go outside, read, dance, write letters
it seems i've given myself plenty of time to get back on my feet, no more blaming this on a good and bad break-up. it's time to start running.
that should be enough for now.
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