This may end up being ho-hum. I don't care. It's been a very humbling last couple of months. Almost three months? I've started attending a new church that has rocked my world. I've been to Hawaii. Been surfing. And have amazing new friends. And these are huge things, all of them. God has Blessed me so immensely. Beyond words. My dreams have been coming true right and left. If I don't document Love alive then I miss something and perhaps miss blessing someone else-which has become a new interest of mine. I really look at my life and see something new that has taken shape, something that isn't familiar or something I contrived, I asked for it, but didn't have any of this in mind. I love when God makes life only the way He can. Then He takes you aside for a look to see His surprises and workings and just how good He's been and how good you have it.

Spring is here and it's here in many ways. There's this slight fear in me that is concerned that I may mess all this up-which is quite possible because I am quite capable. But then Hope is here as well. And I know that if I let fear reign then I let the enemy win and I don't end up living the way I need to live. Do I even end up living? Hope is His and comes only from Him and I know He wins. Yes, He wins. And I love that. I love that He Loves me. I love that this life is His and can't be done my way. I love that I need these beautiful people that have come into my life. I love that through these people He is making my heart ache for people who don't know His love and beauty. I love that seeing the way He's loved other people make me love them and Him even more. I love looking at people, watching people move about and interact with each other. I love to see people's faces light up when they meet someone like these people I've met in the last few months-the way I love to watch people watching the ocean. It's beautiful.