too thin

feeling stretched too thin. maybe i get a six month itch when things have changed in life. really, i don't think that's true. i LOVE people. sometimes i wonder if i project that being an introvert. anyway, i am not a million people person. i don't want even 100 numbers in my phone, i don't want 500 texts a month and i don't want to be out doing things every day of the week-i think there was a time when i wanted that and thought it was something to be gained and trophied. my insides can't take being invested that way. i want to really know someone, not get them mixed up with someone else's story, know their last name and how to spell it!

need some alone days. they are few and far between.

need to be thankful for the multiple blessings i am given every day.

need to trust that this is how i'm made, that it's ok to be a fewer people person. i want to really be in relationships and i think He wants that-not a million shallow relationships.

need to be on my knees asking for those people i can really connect with and really connect with those already in my life.

yay for direction and specific needs in life that i can connect with my Father over.