i've had dreams of you. some have been in my sleep before. a sort of ache. my heart. a castle crept through with anger and speed. this cost way too much. but the journey was made just for this place. it's beauty soothing an irritation. so many car trips. so much walking. and so it makes sense that it should reappear in a dream. have you read this? do you know it's you? what do i do if you and i should continue to walk in my dreams? why are you showing up? and what do i make of it? why do i weep? when i did so hard so long ago from a pain i had never felt so intense? i must sleep without your walking around and driving. please.